Well, it’s lunchtime and I have a few moments of quiet before the upper schoolers come roaring in, carbed up and sugared out. Today on top of the pep rally energy on campus there is the excitement of the Saints in the Super Bowl on Sunday to contend with. The students are extra spazzy today. So I am giving them something to DO rather than something to LEARN. They are filming videos that they wrote all week using their new vocabulary. They are often funny to watch and painful to hear, as they butcher my beloved Spanish language beyond recognition.
I talked to my friend, M, last night on text for a while. He is interviewing with a Big Law firm in Los Angeles and will likely be moving before the summer to start his new life with his new wife. Who me, bitter? Nah. Jealous a little, envious perhaps, but not bitter. I do wish him the best though I want to claw out her eyes with my fingernails for no reason whatsoever.
I have to clean my room tonight. It has gotten seriously out of control and I feel like A&E is going to be filming Hoarders in my room soon. The whole house is a mess, but I’m a realist – I’m only going to get my room clean. There is no sense in kidding myself.
I haven’t gone running for weeks. I should.
I can’t seem to get enough sleep. I am constantly sleepy and all I want to do is lie down, cover up, and snooze! What’s up with that? Is it related to the new thyroid medicine I started? Does it have anything to do with quitting smoking? Am I just a big fat lazy ass? If I hadn’t just missed about 6 days of work this month for illness/dentist, I would seriously schedule an appointment with my doctor to look into it. It’s disturbing to be so sleepy all the time.
Papers to grade… so many papers to grade. I should be doing it right now.
The common thread in my stream of consciousness is that there is so much that I should be doing, but I don’t do any of them.
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